A and michelle

A is my new bf ... we just about 1 month only ... he very good to me ... everything oso thing about me 1st only think about himself ... sometime i very happy but sometime i very s ad .... because i dun know he good to me because of C or because of he really love me ... i very curious ... and oso very afraid ... we just start only 1 month ... not stable yet i really very afraid ..... i dun know wat his heart and his ming were thinkking ... he nvr tell me wat he is thinkking and wat he wan to do next .... very afraid and oso very curious !

we just start only 1 month .. but dun know why we always argue ... litter bit thing we oso can argue ... i din pick up his phone he oso wan to argue with me ... he din pick up my phone i oso will argue with him ... very funny rite ... most funny thing is everything i argue with him , he nvr real angry me .. he just play play w ith me .. and oso everytime while i argue with him i always wan to laugh ..haha ... cus he really very cute and oso very handsome .. This is our happyness ...

we always argue untill i oso forget when is our real argue ... i think we nvr ....
but these diffrents ... last 2 days i argue with him .. till now he oso din call me or sms me ... i dun know how to say the reason ... the 1st day i argue with him , i think i just play with him ... but he oso din give me any call or sms ,,, i very angry den i sent him a msg told him IF U DIN SMS ME AGAIN DEN U DUN SMS ME 4EVER ...
den he got sent me back the msg ... and we got chat a while .... In tat momment i think we ady close like b4 ...

I nvr think we will argue again tat is yesterday ... i really very hurt ...
i dun know how to say .... i start curious izzit he really love me or because C
he only together with me .. i really very curios..... yesterday i argue with him , and i dun know why i suddenly i slap him ... when i slap him , my heard really really very very pain ...打在手里，痛在心里。。
我该怎么办。。 我不知道。。昨晚到现在，我心里面的痛，没有消失。
从我打他那一巴掌开始，我的心痛到现在。

人为什么会这样？？？为什么每一次或每一件事当作才会后悔？？ 人为什么要这样？？ 我真的真的很不明白到底为什么？？ 从我打他那一巴掌开始，他没有找过我。我们是不是快散了？？？
为什么会这样啊？？我是真的真的喜欢他，那它呢？？？really love me or wt ???
now i really very sad very sad .... i hope he nvr let me kecewa ...